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Name: JeS-e-Ka
Birthday: 11/13/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: BEING A DAMN GOOD WIFE TO MATT. HE'S THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME IN MY LIFE. THE NEXT BEST THING WOULD BE IF COWS COULD FLY... JUST KIDDING. BUT MY CHILDREN WILL BE NEXT IN LINE. I LOVE YOU MATT. CHILLEN' WITH KRISTEN BECAUSE SHE IS DAMN COOL. WE HAVE SO MUCH FUN TOGETHER. YES!! RANDOM THOUGHTS. YES EVEN BETTER I like to write, read, go muddin' in my dad's truck, road trips to anywhere, bowling, spending time with my friends, and anything else that I can get in trouble with. And i tend to do things that make other people mad, get over it, it is just me. Um... i have lifeguarded for the past 4 or 5 summers. its a fun job. so thats a plus and i get paid pretty good. not going to college just yet but there is always the spring semester so thats good. yay! lucky me. i think that it is gonna be okay.
Expertise: JUST BEING ME AND BEING A WIFE TO A BAD ASS MARINE
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Saturday, January 07, 2006

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Saturday, December 31, 2005

great conflict

so my parents really don't like the fact that i am married and went on thier rampage last night. boy was it bad. I've never been so hurt before in my life. and I've never been so upset before either. i hate my parents. i am so happy to be leaving tomorrow. i can't wait to get the hell away from my parents. they are just freakin' crazy. well my mom is atleast. can't wait to get outta here. i just wish somethings never woulda happened. i can't go back and change things but sometimes i wish i could. i woulda been nicer to matt and gone to prom with him and not let him be a marine and did better in my classes and all that other good stuff but i can't and i wish i could take back every hurtful thing that i have ever done to anyone. life to short to be a bitch to everyone. I've realized that now and i'm gonna change the way i do things. well update more after the houston college bowl game today. iowa state vs tcu i wonder who is going to win. we'll just have to wait and see :)


Thursday, December 29, 2005

confused

SO I DON'T TRUST MY HUSBAND. NOT GOOD IN A MARRIAGE. :( IT'S ONLY BECAUSE HE HAS BEEN LYING TO ME AND I HAVE REASON TO BELIEVE THAT HE STILL IS. HE ISN'T SHOWING ME THAT I CAN TRUST HIM. WHAT DO I DO? IF YOU NEED TO KNOW WHAT HE HAS DONE BE WHAT HE IS LYING ABOUT YOU CAN TALK TO ME PERSONALLY AND THEN GIVE ME ADVICE. JUST LEAVE ME A COMMENT AND I'LL GET A HOLD OF YOU SOME HOW. IT JUST DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE TO ME AND I AM GOING INSANE AND I HATE IT. WE USED TO BE SO CLOSE AND NOW WE ARE SO FAR APART IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. AND NOW WE ARE TRUCK SHOPPING AND I AM HUNGRY. NOT A GOOD COMBO. I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE. I LOVE HIM DEARLY AND I DON'T WANT ANYONE ELSE. I REALLY DON'T. SHIT. NOT GOOD. SOMEONE HELP ME OUT PLEASE!


Wednesday, December 28, 2005

3 more days

well we leave sunday and i'm scared. i don't know why i am scared but i am. it is upseting. :( my husband is still being an ass. not good :( i still don't know what to do. well i'm gonna take a nap. i'm tired. I'll update more later.


Tuesday, December 27, 2005

a little better

so things have gotten a little better so That's a plus i guess. so i leave sunday and i am scared shitless. i hope things go right. i really do. so i decided that i am going to buy my own car when i get there. i'm excited. :) well phone is gonna die and my laptop is dead already. so update more later. :)



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